Transformation

When I began blogging a few weeks ago, I was just beginning my journey of learning how better to crave my Savior from the depths of my heart.  My reason for heading out on this quest was weight loss, plain and simple.  I had heard enough about Lysa TerKeurst's book to feel curious.  I delved into its pages and curiosity gave way to discovery.  Then discovery gave way to acceptance. Acceptance led to commitment.  And now commitment is the name of the game.

It's been nearly two months so far.  And for me, this is now a way of life.  What's the old adage?  A new habit takes three weeks to develop?  I would agree with that.  And after three weeks, the new habit can become a way of life.  How had it missed this in years past?  I have no idea.  But perhaps God saved it as a bonus to encourage me during my "golden years"!  Whatever the plan, I am glowing from the inside out with where this journey has led me. And I can't wait to see where He leads me next.

There have been several benefits to the weight loss that I did not expect or even contemplate.

With about nineteen pounds gone from this earthly body, here is the short list of benefits I've encountered:
* a lighter heart
* joy that helps me look on the bright side
* more restful sleep
* fewer headaches
* no indigestion
* clearer thinking (no comments, please)
* allergies have improved - and some of my new meds have been put "on hold"
* more energy
* less joint pain
* less pain in my feet, to the point of putting my prescription orthotics on the shelf!
* more interest in life!
* more enthusiasm for a new adventure
* less sleep required

The thing that I thought I craved was to "lose weight". And that has begun happening at a surprisingly steady pace.  What I discoverered that I truly craved was the attention and love of my Heavenly Father.  I always knew He was there for me, but somehow I had missed out on the fact that He desires my fellowship... And now I desire His fellowship in a deeper way than ever before.

In loving kindness Jesus came
My soul in mercy to reclaim,
And from the depths of sin and shame
Thro' grace He lifted me.

From sinking sand He lifted me,
With tender hand He lifted me,
From shades of night to plains of light,
O praise His name, He lifted me!
(text and music:  Charles H. Gabriel)